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Thursday, September 10, 2009 @ 6:52 PM
Mood swings just comes and swings on for a period of time...

Today is one of the "bad days" of my life...
i've got worst ones...
but today was bad enough...
just when i was happy enough I've got a group...
today they told me I could choose whether or not to leave...
well it's my choice...
but i felt like a burden to them or something...
so left...
stupidly i felt abandoned...
then...
felt like got rejected or something...
but it wasn't their fault...
they face problem le i suddenly pop out of no where...
wells...
sang solo...
i didn't have the mood le...
then backed out...
coz i can't be singing "When you say nothing at all" over and over again what?
after that...
thought about it...
not fair... to others...
they participated and what makes me so special that i can just sit out if it...
so sang...
but it was my worst performance ever...
I couldn't find that source of power...
that feeling...
somehow...
everyone cheered...
everyone looked...
except...
wells...
that feeling, the fuel to drive this song...
was missing...
i just couldn't get it out...
but manage to get my way thru it...
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i got 1st...
but still I'm not at all happy...
I wasn't happy when I performed...
so how can i convey that same feelings to the audience???
and...
wells...
I couldn't get the feeling...
coz...
hias...
i'm really useless...
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Tmr's doomsday around 3pm...
wish next year i could finally let out everything...
after talking to Mimi...
some senses got to me...
and Fengyi... thanks for listening to the crap...
hope tmr would just be a better day...
and...
yeah... thats all i can say for today...
no jokes today... sorry...
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felt like placing this lyrics so yeah...

右手边
光良
静静地坐在你的身边
还会有多少这样的时间
我要迎着这窗外的光线
牢牢的记住你微笑的侧脸
我说了离别不会伤悲
这是我对你唯一的欺骗
因为我最喜欢你的双眼
那么美 不适合掉眼泪
你要好好的去飞 不需要对我想念
我会默默地留下右手边的座位
有一天 当你看过世界
再决定你降落的地点
而我也会继续地 奔驰在这长长的街
左手边是我的心 右手边没有谁
为了你再寂寞我都可以成全
因为我相信 说过了再见
一定会再见

我说了离别不会伤悲
这是我对你唯一的欺骗
因为我最喜欢你的双眼
那么美 不适合掉眼泪
你要好好的去飞 不需要对我想念
我会默默地留下右手边的座位
有一天 当你看过世界
再决定你降落的地点
而我也会继续地 奔驰在这长长的街
左手边是我的心 右手边没有谁
为了你再寂寞我都可以成全
因为我相信 说过了再见
一定会再见
你要好好的去飞 不需要对我想念
我会默默地留下右手边的座位
为了你再寂寞我都可以成全
因为我相信 说过了再见
一定会再见

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for some reason this song album isn't in S'pore yet...
but can get if u download...
worth downloading...
the song lyrics lots of meaning...
LOLs...
finally my first LOLs of the day...
then the 2nd Lols...
OMG 3rd LOls...
okok...
this proves that i'm a little back to normal already...
but still fill a stab right there...
oh wells...
yeah the song is on my playlist...
u can listen to it...
gtg...
see ya tmr!

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I know u are probably leaving these comments,
bcoz you are bored or something...
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( ) Go TJC!
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( ) Pikachu NDS!
( ) Drop weight to 100kg...
( ) drop weight to 90kg...
( ) drop weight to 80kg...
( ) drop weight to the ideal 70kg!!!
( ) everyone to be really cheerful and happy...
(X) to get back his long lost strength and will power...
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