Wednesday, March 3, 2010 @ 11:25 PM
I've finally placed a smile on her face (:
well...
yes as the post states...
yeah!!! but by pure luck...
holy cow....
will get to that later...
okies this is how it went...
today went for adam khoo workshoppe...
was totally dumbfounded by how amusign those instrustors were?
Man...
they are my idol!
haha
my goal...
hmmm...
to be one of them...
or to replace adam khoo???
hahaha...
i not pro la...
besides... motivated?
dun really think so...
but it set me thinking and thinking....
what do i really want in life?
1) I want to have to need to go to a JC... really crossing my fingers...
2) love myself more? coz thats not what i'm doing...
3) love everyone around me more...
4) cherish my friends...
5) BUCK UP ON CHINESE D:
6a) forget bout her... move on...
or...
6b) pluck up courage... confess... even if failed i can tell myself i have tried???
all these within such a short time span of like ...
LESS THAN A YEAR?!
very tired so this post will be short...
will post more tmr if have energy...
but now...
the reason why i posted was bcoz i am so damn damn damn happy...
coz i made a fool of myself?
>.<
yeah...
i dropped my wallet off the bus... while trying to even tap it...
LOLs!!! i was like really dumb...
REALLY DUMB...
OMG... she's looking then im so like...
I am so stupid in front of her...
why can't i be more careful and not drop my wallet out of the bus and not even tapping it -.-
but...
i saw it...
that radiant...
warm...
lovely...
smile on her face :D
and that made her really really smile :D
how???
i dunno! :D
even though it was just a glimpse i really felt happy...
she was smiling...
I made her smile...
for the first time :D
i was yearning for that smile :D
DAN CHONG...
SHE
DOESN'T LOOK LIKE A RETARD...
she's really a dear i would say...
wish bonds could be closer...
and i can really start communicating with her...
to even get things rolling...
to achieve 6b... and trash 6a...
hmmm...
u really light up my life... C:
tmr will update again...
PROMISE!!! :D